I am incredibly embarrassed and ashamed for all the bad that I've said and done, all the arguing and yelling, more importantly the embarrassment and unequivocal hurt and sadness I have caused you. However, whether in person or through this message, it is important that you know how sorry I am. Maybe I'm a coward, maybe I'm just bad at confrontation. I don't know why I can't do this in person. Why then would I come up with something so naive? You know, all I want to say is I'm sorry, and trust me, this apology means a lot to me. In these years, we've shared our deepest feelings, our most complex emotions. It was never by intention to lie to you and say those things, I never have had to. The only way they can be made simple, is by ignorance. I am trying my hardest to be the person you deserve but with you not on the same track as me, it makes things difficult. I know I'm very self-centered, rude, disrespectful, and dumb, but no matter how many times we argue or fight, you'll still always have me. I just want you to be happy, not a hurt or upset person all the time, please just give me one more chance to change and treat you better. The tears that run down my cheek are filled with sadness and hurt because of how many times you have said that you felt hurt and upset. You're such a nice and respectful person. I'm sorry for the way I have been acting and treating you. I know that you didn't deserve to be hurt like this, it's too much. Sometimes I don't admit that I've done something wrong when I really should just be honest because I know that it causes sh*t and makes me upset. I love you so effing much and I don't think you know how much I really do.it kills me seeing you upset and crying from me doing something wrong. Admitting that I was wrong is still hard for me, and I'm still learning.īut it's a journey, and I'm doing my best to be a better person for you.
Life without you is pointless and meaningless it really is. I appreciate every happy moment that we have spent together.
Making you happy makes me feel happy, making you feel sad also makes me to feel sad. I want to be that person that always makes you smile on your bad days. You do matter a lot to me, I don't know how I should express my love to you because my love for you is unlimited. I deeply appreciate you being in my life and supporting me through everything. If only I could undo all the mistakes I made I really do I wish none of this happened I just want to make you happy.
I just wanted to say no words can explain the excruciating pain I feel right now hurting you was never my intention, my heart is shredded, knowing I made you hurt and upset.
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